Desert Pundit

Playing the villain!

People who know me usually refer to me as a somehow nice sort of a guy, reserved, a bit aggressive, but not really nasty or obnoxious.

In the last 2 weeks I have deeply hurt a person I truly care about, and this has cast me in a very negative light to this person and to myself, and needless to say, I did not enjoy my newfound notoriety.

There are benefits to being a scoundrel, utmost of those are decreased expectations, which I could use at my current state, nevertheless, that is not enough to justify the sense of disappointment surrounding my "halo".

So right now I am trying to shake the new found persona, and revert to my usual defects and shortcomings, which I learned to embrace by now.

posted by Desert Pundit @ 5:32 AM