Almost one year
Almost one year ago, I started blogging, and even my posting has been scarce of late, I am still very committed to this project of extreme exposure, it gives me an outlet and a megaphone to scream through.
I am hoping that I will recover to my earlier posting schedule and have interesting things to say!
My
November 2005 postsMy second post is still my favorite
Playing the villain!
People who know me usually refer to me as a somehow nice sort of a guy, reserved, a bit aggressive, but not really nasty or obnoxious.
In the last 2 weeks I have deeply hurt a person I truly care about, and this has cast me in a very negative light to this person and to myself, and needless to say, I did not enjoy my newfound notoriety.
There are benefits to being a scoundrel, utmost of those are decreased expectations, which I could use at my current state, nevertheless, that is not enough to justify the sense of disappointment surrounding my "halo".
So right now I am trying to shake the new found persona, and revert to my usual defects and shortcomings, which I learned to embrace by now.